I lie

I am not productive on the weekends
If I told you I was, I lied. 
It seems to me that everyone is always so productive.

I should be too.
I should be better.
I should suck it up.
I should get it done.
I should be responsible. 
I should be done by now.
I should also be doing that. 
I should work on my mind.
I should work on my body.
I should clean the kitchen.
I should mop the floor
I should meal prep
I should go grocery shopping
I should read a book
I should get outside
I should get my steps in
I should do the laundry
I should plan a garden
I should plan for my future
I should get off the couch
I should get out of my head
I should paint the cabinet
I should wash my car
I should really smile more
I should really get more organized
I should really learn something
I should really be a better person
I should really be more productive

If I told you I was productive this weekend. I lied. 
I needed the time alone to untangle my thoughts
and to think about everything I should do instead.